The end of life as i know it is coming. On May 22, 2009 i will walk across a stage, shake hands with the principle of our school, and be handed a piece of paper meant to signify everything i have worked so hard to accomplish over the past twelve years. Lately it seems that the end of my high school life and the introduction into a brand new world is dawning closer and closer...and to be completely honest, now that it finally is here, i dont really know what to think about it all. I was so ready to be a senior and so ready to graduate. And now the more i think about it, the more i try clinging to the memories, and holding on to what is left of my time here. And even though it is a bit depressing, thinking about how different things will be for me at this time next year, it's also a bit exciting. Who knows what the future will bring. Of course I plan on going to college, and getting a better job, and embracing the changes life will bring. But thats just it! It's all left to chance! Anything could happen, and to me..thats the fun part. No plans, no structure, no knowing exactly what i will be doing in everyday of every week. To me, life isn't suppossed to be all planned out and..boring. It's about changes, and suprises, and just learning how to take what life gives you and be happy with it. I may not be old, or wise, or someone people choose to
come to for advice. And i may not share all the experiances many people go through as they get older and begin growing into these "mature adults". But in the time I've been given i believe ive learned alot about how to just make the best out of things...and in the end, isnt that what its really all about? Ive learned that things may not always go your way, and you definately cant control everything. You cant control every situation, and every circumstance. You cant make people believe things they choose not to see. And you cant help someone who doesnt want to be helped. I believe in fate. And i believe that everything happens for a reason. Ive learned that even when everything in the world seems wrong, and you feel helpless, like giving up all claim to any shread of hope that may arise...dont. Life has alot of sink or swim moments. But its not about those moments, its about the outcome. Its about how the passion in how bad you want something, and how far you're willing to go to get it. Its about believing in dreams, and never giving up. And thats the way i look at life, and the way i live mine.
~Looking at the world with a smile~
~Bree =]~

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Hi! Im Mamie ~aka~ BreeAnn, and this is my first blog =] Now im not really sure how these things work, so i figured id just start out by telling all you readers a little bit about myself. So ill start with the basics. I rocked the birthday suit on November 17th. I am freshly 18 and so happy to say that i am finally legal! I realize now that I began waiting on that day way too early, but now that is has come and gone i am left feeling nothing less than extremely relieved. I am currently finishing out my senior year in high school and 102% ready for graduation. I made the move from florida to tennessee about a year and a half ago, and i must say that it has been by far the biggest change i have ever come to meet. I have three sisters and one brother that i absolutely adore and would do anything for. I currently live with my dad and step-mother who I have come to love more than breathing! I am proud to say i have the greatest friends anyone could ever ask for. Relationships are hard for me to build, simply because i find it incredibly hard to trust people. As to those i do trust: they mean the world to me. They are my rock and my security. Singing is my passion. Its something ive always been very interested in and something i plan on making a career, not just a hobby. The feeling I get when i sing is unlike anything else. Im a pretty happy person. I love my life and embrace it in all its uncertainties. I am by no means perfect, but i hold no regrets. Every mistake ive made is apart of me, and has made me who i am today. And thats someone i am happy to say im very content with. Well thats about it...other than im very long-winded. (obviously the most apparent of my qualities)
Until next time
~Bree~